Responsibility of human

I feel so empty right now, like my soul has been sucked out and i don't think its gonna return any sooner. The person that you admired so much turns out to be an ass, this kinda feeling is unbearable even though that person is not someone you know. I've admired so many people before, but of course i got bored eventually and find another one. Up until i saw this chinese movie which i don't even know what the movie title is, its about kungfu and it was amazing although it was filmed in the 90's. I admired that person so much, that is Jet Li. And so, i've decided to watch every movie he had ever been in because i thought i've finally found someone that i admired not because of his appearance but his skills no matter its in acting or martial arts. When i was about halfway finishing watching all his movies, i searched for his wife and it turned out rather shocking and unacceptable for me. He has two wives, Huang Qiuyan and Nina. Huang Qiuyan was his first wife and they have been married more than 20 years and have two daughters. They have known each other since they were young because they learned martial arts at the same place in China, the Shaolin Temple. They were married around 18 or 19. But after some years, he went to Hong Kong to play a role in a movie with a comedian and he said he fell in love with a girl immediately. It was love at first sight, a kind of feeling that he had never known and its love. He said he would sacrifice anything for her because he loved her. And of course he asked for a divorce with his wife through the phone, for God's sake. He dumped his wife he had known for more than 20 years to be with a girl he just knew for less than 10 years. His ex-wife was devastated, she can't get out of this pain even after 15 years, she was living in hell for 15 years, she can't even bear to raise her two daughters and she gave it to her mother. Jet Li said that he felt sorry after all these years for his ex-wife, and he said he had done a lot in order to repay her. But there is one thing i wanna say, when you hurt a woman that deep, there is nothing you can do to repay her, not even if you buy the Eiffel Tower for her. he even said he never loved her like how he loved his current wife, he just marry her out of a sense of obligation since he helped him so much. She helped him through ups and downs, thick and thin. She sacrificed so much, she rejected every movie invite just to take care of him when he was sick, she literally ended her career for him. And what she got in return was his awful and ruthless betrayal?!! Jet Li is such an asshole, a selfish bastard! If every guy do the something like he did, this world would be in a mess, and marriage will be just a piece of shit. He can't fall in love with someone and dumped his wife for her because this is what he said, true love. There are so many other important things in this world than love, such as responsibility, the basic moral of a human being. Who knows when will he do the same thing all over again to his current wife, but even if he really did, she deserved that for being the home wrecker. His two daughters lived in a family without their parents, they are also the victims of their irresponsible father. They will live under their father's shadow, and have no faith in any other guy, thanks to their dad! There are a lot of regrets in life, the only thing you can do is to accept it and be as happy as possible and continue your life and try to make as little wrong decision as possible. We must have responsibility for every decision we've made no matter what, being young is not an excuse for making the wrong decision, that is bullshit!! I wish they will be HAPPY for the rest of their life together. Sincerely, your ex-fan.